I can see the image on the screen – A horrible cancerous tumor – I can see the name in the corner – It’s my name…Jan Crouch.

I can hear the words piercing the air & my heart –

“Mrs. Crouch – We have discovered cancer in your large intestine –

We’ll schedule surgery as soon as possible” –

WAIT! – I am just tired. I just needed vitamins – More exercise – water and I’ll be OK – after all, I’m 65…everyone 65 is tired…

The reassuring smiles of my family said – “Though we walk through the valley of the shadow of death we will fear no evil – for I am with you MY rod & MY staff will comfort you” –

2 days whirled – every test possible preparing me for the tumor being removed –

A C3 colon cancer had eaten thru my colon –

“Surgery’s scheduled at 7:00am in the morning”…That was Thursday… Wednesday night was beautiful – I wish I could tell you I was afraid – that would be normal – but NO fear ever pierced my spirit – NONE – I wish I could tell you “I was worried” – I couldn’t worry – Apprehensive...not one bit

I lay in my bed, shut my eyes and began talking to my best friend – my comforter, my pal, my savior and now – as never before – my healer.

I knew Jesus as a healer….I saw a cancer fall off a young man’s leg when I was 8…I watched   Him heal my pet chicken whose eye was knocked out, hanging on a string, when I was 12…healed in Jesus name –

I felt His power as he healed li’l Matt’s cut to the bone knee – as Matt put his li’l muddy hands on either side of my face and said, “Mommie, if you hadn’t prayed for me, my knee would have DIED!”

My healer – 6:45 came quickly & being whirled into the operating room a precious nurse smiled and said, “Jan – I know who you are – can we pray”…”Ohhh! Please” – I’ll never know where this prayer came from… but I heard myself say, “Jesus – I’ll see you in a minute – which is OK with me………OR….I’ve GOT A GREAT BIG JOB TO DO FOR YOU!..and I love you either way…Amen” –

I could hear my family talking in the distance – I opened my eyes and realized, “WOW! This surely isn’t heaven”….”So, Jesus, whatever you want me to do – I’m alive and I’m READY” –

The doctors report – “You had C3 colon cancer – Cancer of the appendix – Spots on lungs & liver…and 3 out of 5 lymph nodes…Cancer”….”With massive Chemotherapy & radiation you have a good 2 years” – “Without… maybe 2 months”. –

Jesus and I said, “No Chemotherapy…no radiation”…”I am healed in Jesus name” –

With organic meals and special vitamins and minerals – 1 year passed – all tests clear of cancer…. 2 years – Pet Scan – Cat Scan – Blood tests – Mammogram… clear – no sign of cancer…. 3 years / 4 years 8 Biopsies in my colon area – all clear – no cancer…. heart irregularities during surgery… healed as I watched Steve Munsey from Holyland on TBN.

5 years – believing – receiving – remembering His love. – All tests good… except possible lymph node activity in my lungs.

…Biopsy surgery at Cedars Sinai – and guess who showed up on my operating table….. Jesus – sitting right by me – in all His glory…and peace…and love…and joy…and gifts.

…Results – NO CANCER …Maybe infection causing swelling –

6 years – I needed all new tests – Pap – Mammo – CAT – Blood – Heart – my angelic 3½ Maltese puppy, “Lily” had a severe hernia – and I needed to renew my California driver’s license, which expired in 10 days…(at 71 it’s quite a task) –

Day 1 – CAT Scan – all clear. “NO ACUTE PROCESS METASTATIC DISEASE OR SIGNIFICANT INTERVAL CHANGE”…”Oh Father…How can I praise You”…

Day 2 – Mammo – Word came…”GOOD NEWS!”….”EXAMINATION WAS NORMAL”…”Jesus – I love you more than I dreamed I could ever love anyone”…

Day 3 – Blood – GOOD…”You are my healer”…

Day 4 – Pap - CLEAR…”I love you, I love you, I love you”…

Day 5 – Heart – “Wish all my 71 year olds had hearts like this” - ”Jesus, I receive Your overwhelming love gifts every day…Thank you!”…

Day 6 – Chi Chi - Lily – Feeling her li’l tummey again & again, then looked at me and said, “Hmm – The Hernia HAS CLOSED UP – NO SURGERY NECESSARY” – “Lord…I fall at your precious feet – how can you love us so?”…

Day 7 – Driver’s Test – 10 years ago I failed – I was nervous – My license expires in 10 days – I had “0” time to study…and I had to pass…I’m leaving for Orlando in 5 days – Can’t drive without a license…

…Along with everyone else, I was handed that ominous test and little stubby yellow pencil & pushed into a cubby hole to answer all questions by myself – you can only miss 3 and you’re out! –

...”Jesus – please help me….Lord – I need you NOW…Fill my mind with wisdom and help me pass…Please” –

…”Turn your test into window 20” –

The 15 minutes wait was ominous – “I’ll have to take it again” – “I leave for HLE in 5 days – I have to drive myself – Jesus help me”….

…”Janice Crouch – Window 20 please”…

…”Mrs. Crouch - I just showed this to everyone in the back room – Pause…– you made 100% on your test – CONGRATULATIONS!”

“OHHHHH MY…Thank you Jesus – Jesus…You helped me pass…I didn’t even study…Oh Lord…You are UNBELIEVABLE!”

"What a Savior – What a Lord – What a friend!”…

Why would you or anyone on earth not want to know a Savior like our Jesus?

Why would you go one more second without knowing & loving & believing in and serving a King that DIED for you on a cross – You don’t have to go to hell – He PAID it all – He’d rather have gone to HELL for you than HEAVEN without you –

Why would you not want to know this HEALER – that one day said to me when I was thanking Him for healing me – He said…”No Jan – Thank YOU for receiving my gift of healing”…

It is His good pleasure to give you that GIFT of healing…He took stripes on His BACK just for YOU! –

He healed me of cancer – heart problem – swollen & infected lymph nodes…He healed my angel 3½ lb baby Maltese of a serious hernia….

Healed Matt’s knee…

Please receive Him as YOUR healer – A gift – all wrapped in precious GOLD and a Crimson red ribbon all around it – and your name on the GIFT – Please receive it NOW!

Special Pal…Best Friend…Precious Comforter…He’s all that –

HE WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU –

NEVER FORSAKE YOU –

HE LOVES YOU –

Won’t you please love Him back?

HE HAS A GREAT BIG KINGDOM JOB  that only YOU can do –

Only YOU –

Only YOU –

And He needs you to drive, so He’ll help you pass 100% on your driver’s test…

So please pray with me…

“Jesus – Please come into my heart – Please forgive me all my sins – I need You – Please HEAL ME – Please HELP ME TO RECEIVE MY GOLDEN GIFTS – I need You so much…In Your precious name…Your name that is ABOVE every name – Amen”

I Love you and Jesus Loves you,

Jan