I  Love you FATHER!

     I  Love you JESUS!

         I  Love you HOLY SPIRIT!

      I want to just fall on my face on my floor and stay, there telling God how much I LOVE Him again.

      In October Paul & I returned from 2 months working at the Holy Land Experience and because of my 2003 history with C-3 Colon Cancer, Cancer of appendix, and 3 out of 5 lymph nodes Cancer… and NO Chemotherapy or radiation…(they just removed tumor).

      I try to keep up on my tests and love to have the reports of being healed in Jesus name in my hand –

      So I began all the yearly tests again…Mameo, Pap, chest x-ray, blood tests, EKG’s…all clear –

Then the biggies…Pet Scan – clear …and CT Scan…WHOA! – The CT Scan showed a group of enlarged Lymph Nodes right behind my chest wall – near my heart & lungs – so I scheduled the BIGGIE – a BRONCHOSCOPY MEDIASTNOSCOPY – They go through the soft part of the bottom of your neck, behind the chest bone, for a Biopsy.

      The doctor’s diagnosis was of course NOT good – possibly Lymphoma…or full blown Cancer.

      I cannot begin to tell you how we bombarded Heaven for another miracle –

      I called my precious Brother Benny Hinn and he and my grandson Brandon prayed for me as they ministered in Paris, France.

      I claimed Isaiah 53 – “By Whose Stripes we are healed”…I believed Psalm 20 – “May the Lord be with you in your day of trouble, may He remember with pleasure the gifts you have given Him”…

I anointed myself with holy oil – I listened to praise & worship music and thanked God for a miracle!...

      I believed His word, that it is His great pleasure to heal us – I received His gift of healing over & over & over….Kim Clement had prayed and taught me to speak to the Lymph Nodes and say, “YOU HAVE NO PLACE IN MY PROPHETIC FUTURE!”

      I constantly interceded for a precious lady I know who has untreatable Cancer, believing for her miracle.

      I read the healing scriptures and claimed them as if they had my name written on each one –

Our family partakes of Holy Communion at dinner – Remembering our Savior & what He did for us.

      Paul was on his face fasting and believing with me….

      On November 25^th I was scheduled at Cedars Sinai Hospital in Los Angeles…Precious friends who believed with me for my miracle took me – First thing Danny York said to me that morning is, “This is the day that the Lord hath made and we will rejoice and be glad in it”.

      12 Noon – Check in

      2 O’Clock – I was rolled on a gurney through those steel doors and halls into the operating room!

      Everyone was dressed in white, covered head to toe. The operation would be done & the biopsy would be checked before I awoke.

      I was cold – but breathing my Saviors name every moment ….

      Jesus...Jesus...Jesus...Jesus...Jesus...

      When I felt something touch me on my right side I looked…(people, I cannot say this if it is not true, but it is)…My PRECIOUS Healer, Messiah, Savior, Lord, was sitting on the side of the operating table – I could see His clothes clearly…blue scarf around a pure white robe…beautiful light brown shoulder length hair…

      I felt the air go out of my lungs and a peace overwhelmed me that is really indescribable!

      I felt warmth, joy, almost happy as I reached out to touch Him – I said, “Jesus…You’re here”…

I felt Him say, “I will NEVER leave you or forsake you”.

      I lay there talking spirit to spirit with Jesus – It was as if He was saying, “I’ll always be where people are hurting most” – and so many, many precious words.

      He sat there by me until I heard the anesthesiologist saying, “Breath deeply Mrs. Crouch. You’re going to sleep now…

      3:30PM – Moved into Critical Care

      6:00PM – Rolled into recovery. I had not seen or talked to anyone with the result…I knew my family knew…but I had not heard.

      The nurse paged any family members of Jan Crouch to come to recovery – 3^rd floor.

      In the door burst Paul Jr & Danny & Mike with smiles from ear to ear –

      Paul Jr said, “Mom, have you heard?”…I said, “No.”…“Oh Mom – There is NO Cancer – None WHATSOEVER.” – “The worst…an infection to cause the lymph nodes to swell.”

      “Ohhhhhhhh Jesus!”…We hugged – cried – thanked Jesus – called Paul Sr, Matt & Laurie, Brandon, Brittany & Mike, Cara, Caylan & Cody and together again cried out our praise & love to our healing Jesus –

      BY WHOSE STRIPES WE ARE HEALED!...

      By Whose stripes YOU are healed…

      It’s my Jesus’ love.

      I love you and thank you for your constant love & prayers – We are healed in Jesus’ name!

Jan